| so it looks like... |
[27 Nov 2007|04:13pm] |
comming back was dumb.
I have no one and too say the least everyone who says they are my friend is a fucking liar. thats why I sit at home on weekends... yay.
none the less
I want what I had back right fucking now...
810-424-1986
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| i have a poopy vag |
[12 Nov 2007|05:27pm] |
baby
baby
baby
I'm quite happy thats over with.
ill post pictures sooner or later.
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| oh snap |
[24 Oct 2007|06:20pm] |
I am counting the days.
39 weeks today
and everything is falling into place. =]
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| man oh man |
[22 Oct 2007|05:22pm] |
now I remember why I left michigan
I have nothing here nore will I even
and I was kidding myself to come back and
think that anything would of changed.
this town is dumb
and so are the people
I think I hate flint now more then ever before.
anyday now,,, im no longer dating nate i guess....
the only thing that makes me happy anymore is knowning the fact that I can do everything on my own. without help from anyone,
i don't need anyone anymore
and I just relized this now....
wow took me long enough.
i also relized I dont need friends..... besides taytay
cause im stoked for her to get back here.
nothing but a letdown
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| I dont wanna be where I am |
[20 Sep 2007|06:53pm] |
"Put your hands back on my
skin and say you loved me,
cause I can't live like you do.
Never could."
SOMETHING NEEDS TO CHANGE.... IM DYING MORE AND MORE EACH DAY.
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| Entertainment for all |
[09 Sep 2007|03:38pm] |
i keep thinking things will change
that he will change
it will never happen
i get drunk phone calls at 1am and it only makes me wanna go to michigan and punch someone in the face.
my life is picking up
an nothing could bring me down.
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| OMFG |
[02 Sep 2007|06:41pm] |
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i love love love love love my grandma
well
great grandma
she is like 90
but she IS TITSSSSSSS
getting me a car and ALOT of other stuff
I think im going to seattle to see tay this weekend
or atleast I wanna i just dont know if my doctor will let me go out of state cause I go back in for tests on friday. =/
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| i am so happy |
[31 Aug 2007|06:48pm] |
everything went amazing
i don't think i've been this happy in ages.
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| wacka wacka wacka |
[27 Aug 2007|04:36pm] |
me and nate are on a break
I need to deal with myself getting better
i have been to the doctors like 10 times this month
and another 2 times this week, I find out if everything is fine
witch I do hope so.
I have been missing michigan alot more then I thought I would
not so much the people, just being there I guess.
I think it's funny how some people like to handle things::
not in a grown up way but more of a way that makes you look back and question why you would of ever wanted them in your life at any point, I wish I could just make people care or even make them think about their actions or the things they say, it would be nice if I could have a time machine so I could go back to January and change everything I ever said and everything I ever did. Cause then I know right now I would not be going thru this alone and with a empty heart.
cause now I know all the words said where said with no meaning and no truth to them at all. Just something said too all the rest like me.
grow up, grow up, grow up
it's not only you that you have to think about now you pos.
& anth is telling people im having twins?
uhhhhhhh NO.
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| I love my life..... |
[30 Jul 2007|05:57pm] |
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thats about all there is too it....
I love living in portland
I should of moved ALONG TIME AGO
I enjoy life now,,, an smile alot more.
work work work
money money money
everything is worth it....
I wanna get a second job at the buffalo exchange
cause totally oh my ishhhh.
my boyfriend is pretty bitchin too.
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| erggggg |
[03 Jun 2007|06:31pm] |
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Im sure you've heard
I kicked my brother out....
and this is how he repays me,, by talking bullshit about me.
now I know alot of you are friends with him.
he made his choice and some things he said and some things he has done can never be taken back.thats why you should always be sure of your actions, cause people can only forgive so much before they say enough is enough.
an thats the point i am at.....
I have given everything I've had to him, let him and some of his friends stay with me for nothing'
and this is how all you kids are going to treat me after everything is said and done?
if you know me you know I can be a bitch, but on the other hand what would you do if you where in my shoes and you had 4 people stayed at your house useing you for this and that and not getting any respect from anyone?
I stood by him, defended him, took care of him
this is how he says thanks me!
once i leave here im not going to think of him again
i knew he would be the same anth as always
hes never changed, NEVER, he just knows how to put on a good show now, to make you THINK hes changed
after your around him awhile, you see the true anth, just like all his OLD friends now know
flint is not that big, soon he will have ran through all the people here and have no one left that want shit to do with him.
im sure if you know anthony your thinking "what this aint him"
i can asure you the only person he cares about is himself.
and he is only friends with people who can offer him something.
he has a really fucked up way at looking at life
this is not me talking shit this is just me saying that I've really had enough of everything here.
I now know that I truley have no friends in a place like this, and everyone that I thought was my "friend" are all the people taking anthonys side even after all the shit they see he does to me.
goodbvye flint
goodbye this unhappy life
you will not be missed.
and too everyone who listens too all the buushit that anthony says should really step back and ask yourself what kind of a friend he has been to you?
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[24 May 2007|10:12pm] |
my plans changed
i was going to move in aug.
but im moving on the 6th of june.
im stoked, I have a friend david there
and my life will be alot better.
anyways im 21 in like less then 2 hours.... oh effin joy.
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| mothers day |
[14 May 2007|08:23am] |
I spent mothers day with 2 of the best boys in the world.
"happy movers day mommy" - shiy
it was way too cute.
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| hum update |
[04 May 2007|01:37pm] |
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So im going to school now & trying to better everything about my life.
my mom broke her foot, anthony has a new girlfriend whom I like alot more then any girl he has dated this past year.... she is chill as fuck.
I am prolly moving sometime soon, not far for now but just out of this appartment. Im going to be doing comunity service so that I can get everything I need back and what not. Shiy is going to speech class's now and talking ALOT better. Im not happy about anything but im not sad. I sick of being someone from flint I really just can't wait too change my stars.
all this week I've been sick with strep and still done everything nothing is going too hold me down. =]
and im pretty much staying at my mom's dew too the fact my house is a fucking flop house and I dont like anyone who comes over here.
my 21st birthday is in 21 days....... not excided one bit.
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| hey you fucking hoes.... |
[30 Apr 2007|12:04am] |
stay flossy.
today was hella fun
bbq, friz-b, bad mittin, & dodge ball
whoa whoa whoa
every sunday at the u of m dome thing.
it's good clean fun. =]
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| mannnnnnnn |
[05 Apr 2007|05:15pm] |
for once in my life i can say i am right about something.
truth.
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| hahaha |
[02 Apr 2007|12:28pm] |
shit just keeps getting better i swear!
so much sarcasim in that right there.
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| I never wanted this. |
[31 Mar 2007|07:29am] |
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I won't count my blessings for my blessings are my pain,
There's things I fear that scare me to death.
I dont like where I am at right now
nore do I think I ever did.
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